meet me after dark again and i'll hold you
i want nothing more than to see you there
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
if only night can hold you where i can see you, my love
then let me never ever wake again
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
somehow i know we can't wake again from this dream
it's not real, but it's ours
maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, December 25, 2006
16:06
it's already christmas and i guess the saddest thing is that i dun feel like it's christmas...
im supposed to enjoy it this yr since i have no school work to worry about. yet it seems that the xmas mood was present for other yrs. no not this yr.
maybe it's because i still had to work during xmas eve... and that night all i did was to drink at the wine company at dempsey road. then sat the couch thinking away... of problems... of depression... of hopes.... and of plans ahead...
then i fell asleep.
by the time i woke up... the place was filled with light sticks and poppers... and everyone at this cozy bar were ready for countdown. and i kinda stoned and watch the poppers go off... more thoughts in mind... getting sadder and sadder every minute.because the company i had wasnt the one i hoped for, sad to say. and because there was nth joyful abt this xmas, other than i'm earning a living and able to spend money to fulfil my materialistic needs.
and i rmb on my way to work that morning, on the bus my thoughts went wild again... contemplating on doing something which i couldn't make myself do. even though the aftermath may not be different from the present state... because i badly wanted to see it through the different stages of its course. how heart wrenching the journey was. to top it up, my mind was filled with endless questions i wanted to ask... why are things like that... why do those words seemed like excuses... how come i couldnt understand why some things cant be done... why did i feel like i was trying so hard yet...... and in the long run if this keeps happening... how would i feel?
it's officially xmas day now. and all i wanted to do was to sleep and re-energise before starting work again. and probably find some solace in the people there.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, December 17, 2006
23:12
cant believe i'd ever feel this way one day...
i guess people do change?
it wouldn't have happened, seriously.
if we put down our egos and learn to care.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, December 07, 2006
20:34
MY GAWD.
i mistook the meaning of brazilian wax. sh*t.
no. i'm not going for THAT. at least not announcing it in public blog or sth.
mygawd mygawd. :X
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
forYOU-
