meet me after dark again and i'll hold you
i want nothing more than to see you there
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
if only night can hold you where i can see you, my love
then let me never ever wake again
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
somehow i know we can't wake again from this dream
it's not real, but it's ours
maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, August 20, 2006
00:08
let's just say that daniel powter song's playing and replaying in my head since morning... it's been such a horrendous day that my mind practically stopped working since then. how do i put it into words? it was just craziness, frustration and guilt.
it was a torturous and unhappy morning. i dunno why i had to be the one tio-ing all these. wells ok. because my name was in bold on the paper. not saying that i dun resist being the ONE. but why did i have to miss out certain instructions... why did i have to tolerate things i needn't hafta in the first place. (and if anyone of u sees this as a form of war, you're wrong yeah.) and why everything just screwed up and din turn out the way it should be.
logically i wouldn't have been that upset because of every single sucky situations that happened today. but seriously in my heart i admit that i was flopped with irritation k. i'm totally irritated. why things happened. why i din stopped them in time. while i was still unsure of what i've done, things just went ahead. and ended up turning sour.
yes i know it was my fault. i'm really sorry abt my error for that thingy abt dresscode. sorry to you out there who got dragged into it and hurt for nth.
seriously this boo boo for mine is only one of the dreadful moments of the day.
and i bet u guys think it's sth trivial n i shouldn't be so affected by it. but trust me, tdy was the limit man. just an unfortunate combination of hurt and prick. yes i did let it overwhelm me. rahh!
i'm just a piece of rubbish i guess.
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
inflicted emotions; i'm a wreck.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, August 11, 2006
17:16
hello world.
it's been weeks since the mugging race started... i guess you're right to say that at the end of the day, you are doing this alone.
yeap. thr can be a lot of soulmates out there mugging away with you... accompanying you keeping ya entertained. of course i love those moments... but then again at the end of the day, yup, i'm the one sitting for the paper. whether i mug properly or not it's up to me alone. whether i give up or not it's still up to me. when i'm mugging, it's me and my world alone,
damn. and starting to lose the momentum after the national day hols. tired of mugging i suppose. starting to not kp up with my schedule. haix.
oh wells. and the thing is after all that practice i realised however simple things may seem, i actually still dunno the concept well. =X
GP is another issue. how m i gonna pass with a bitch NOT teaching me? sheesh, this feeling sucks.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, August 04, 2006
20:54
they disappointed me one by one...
i'm sick of it.
just have this urge to go live in a cave now.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
forYOU-
