hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
meet me after dark again and i'll hold you i want nothing more than to see you there and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away we'll be lost before dawn
if only night can hold you where i can see you, my love then let me never ever wake again and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away we'll be lost before dawn
somehow i know we can't wake again from this dream it's not real, but it's ours
maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away we'll be lost before dawn
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
13:17
lesson 302:
never eat more than a pkt of chips in an hour.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, May 28, 2006
16:25
been ruining my life away... it seems like since thurs been throwing myself into a deep pool of thoughts. thoughts ranging from depressing to hopeless ones... happy ones? they all end up becoming negative because i dun believe in them anymore.
and all i've been wanting to do all day is to lie down and stone. think think think again. think of ways to make them all positive again. think until i end up dozing off dreaming of these depressing thoughts.
and i'm wasting my emotions and mind away. and my time. yesh. i may be out gossiping and playing around... doing serious or unserious stuff. but seriously u are just looking at another empty shell just like the the clams that i finished up on fri's steamboat.
i dun even know what i need. or how to tell anyone. but believe if i had all the freedom i need i would be out there using these emotions to exchange for sth more meaningful.
all these thoughts. they are just degrading my self worth.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
my parents are reduced to watching cna. omg.
see la see la. ask you dun take away the cable tv, you still wan to take away.
me and my movie channel had to go separate ways ):
anyways, happy 300th post!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, May 26, 2006
23:39
impulse.
you're uncertain. you're disappointed. you can't deal with the load. you make no difference. you're simply tired of it all.
and you start doubting your choices.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, May 22, 2006
20:52
you'd better slow down.
don't dance so fast.
time is short.
the music won't last.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, May 21, 2006
14:16
why do i get picked on the whole morning? i find u so unreasonable that i dun even get what you want from me. you're accusing me of things i never intended to do. what's wrong with you? it's all my fault right? it's always my fault at the end of the day. it's never yours.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, May 14, 2006
22:43
here comes the rain again falling from the *stars drenched in my pain again becoming who we are...
just being random.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, May 13, 2006
12:40
i suddenly realise that my room smells like a hotel room. must be the aircon =X.
oh wells m feeling kinda stressed up by maths la. statistics is seriously not my cup of tea ya noe... and for some reasons i keep getting out of focus during every class test... flunking every single one of them...
the worst thing is that maths used to be my best sub and now look at it. i'm so screwed.
anyways the hols are coming. it implies 2 things:
1)sleep! 2)mug!
yeaps it's that simple. i've got this weird feeling that whatever's gonna happen to the rest of my life is gonna depend on wad i do this hols. or m i being paranoid?
anyways, can anyone tell me wad else to do online other than msn and maple?
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, May 06, 2006
00:30
grossness.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, May 01, 2006
22:23
okies this piece of info is 4 days late....
jaguar house cheerobics: we are the champions!!! :D:D
yes... whee that's us.... just when we thot we might probably get owned... it actually turned out pretty well on the day itself ((: and yes i have to say i'm really thrilled cuz it's simply my first shot at cheerleading... and all those memorable and fun pracs... i'll never forget...
the smses from zibbie tht we receive every night "hey pple tmr cheer prac from 3pm to abt 9pm at mph... bring ur poms we gonna have full dress rehearsal... let's do it well... we dun wanna let eugene down right..."'
"hey pple tmr cheer prac from 1pm onwards... at bishan stadium... dun be late!"
"suann can u check with wai whether her speakers are compatible with ur ipod cuz we can't use the plugs there..."
"cannot? then how?"
those nerve breaking pre pracs tht left us finding a portable radio last min... and how we ended up using our phones to play the music... was quite horrible back then... the stress from eugene and everything... but looking at how our efforts paid off... it sure becomes fond memories now...
and remember how the guys like andie hong loved to show off their stunts? lol...
and how he likes doing the girl's part of the pair dance?
and of cuz my partner... how all of us thot he seemed so skinny and we doubted he could do the stunt... and we got pretty worried if we could get the feel rite... plus all those weird moments when all movements just seemed so wrong... it turned out that he did that cyclone! we did the pair dance pretty well in the end!! he did the elevator! and everything! yes jingjie! you rawk, dance partner! (:
and the cross start twist flying... that flying pig experience i'd never forget.
can't believe it's all over... at least it ended wth glory... we sure have our own ways of withdrawal symptoms haven we?
wells. tmr is the start of another phase of life in aj... back to the mugging... focusing... and everything... oh wells... m pretty sick now after the whole april stint... which ended with the ps camp... [the camp which i wasn't there hald the time...] fever, cough and a bad bad bodyache... but hopefully i'll be strong again soon to get myself started positively...
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