meet me after dark again and i'll hold you
i want nothing more than to see you there
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
if only night can hold you where i can see you, my love
then let me never ever wake again
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
somehow i know we can't wake again from this dream
it's not real, but it's ours
maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, April 22, 2006
22:19
ok thr u go... i ponned another session of chem tuition. sheesh. i really dun wanna do tht... or disappoint looh... but it's like again m really afraid to miss out any possible trainings. turns out that though tdy we did stay for quite a long time... but becuz of the rain and the search of venue we wasted quite a lot of time neh. hai. wells. at least we did train up on our pom pom steps...
anyways, tdy's haunted hse was a success!! supernormal profits! and we spent some profits on food! hahas. it was kinda interesting being the ghost. of cuz... all sorts of rxns appear la. got those guys who arent scared at all and kajiao me... then sometimes i really screw up cuz basicallyt i was experimenting different ways of doing my part... so sometimes it really was nth much so some pple just walk past puzzled. ahahas. but then again... there were sometimes screams la... and seriously... it was really a sense of "uhh!" (wells, ya noe... achievement aye.)
for cuz... there were funny reactions and comments as well! (:
okays so cheerobics tdy. like i said ponned tuition. really have to figure out how to make looh allow me to leave early next sat without hiccups.
but yeah... i'm really sorry 2205 and 2305 for not being able to be more involved in this haunted house thingy this period of time. i guess i kinda felt even stronger this way when i came for family day blur... dun even know wad i'm supposed to do till after a while. the thing is when u find out sth is wrong... it's just so hard to voice out cuz in the first place u weren't there for preparations so wad right do u have to comment?
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, April 16, 2006
10:51
okays. this's the 9th day since i last posted here. wells. thr's a reason, i guess... tht i haven been blogging all this while... it all seems like my daily routine is the same. cheerleading cheerleading cheerleading. i enjoy it a lot... but yeah there are many implications out there... including me not being able to really concentrate on my cca stuff... of course and my focus in sch.
and wells after wad happened on fri nite... which i haven really given a thought until last nite... i realised how us being in 2 opposing teams... it could be pretty dangerous. if i meant sth to be some frustrations and i just wanna vent it out... it's really difficult not to offend ur side i guess. oh wells.
when it's all over after sports day. peace.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, April 07, 2006
12:43
april started off at full blast... and it went wrong since post april fool.
firstly... monday nite... showed my mum the term 1 results slip in the middle of the night. she flared up so unexpectedly and badly... and i could see how furious she was. so phone got confiscated... almost forced to drop cheerleading.
tuesday: no breakfast, horrible day... awkward and all... it's just silence at home... found whr the phone was hidden... n checked for msgs...
wednesday: cca day so basicall had a slack day. but still... the silence at home is really irritating me. in sch flunked maths class test... and was seriously upset. i mean like... why can't i just focus... and every maths test i just get silly mistakes. chem was ok... and gp... wells unpredictable as always. [for a start i went in late for test cuz of the passport photo taking duty]. had a rehearsal which me qinfang and jiexin were totally not prepared of... [adding to the fact that our edited ppt got lost in procss of transferring data.] SCREWED DAY la...
thurs, tdy: wells. my day was pretty fine since morning. took out my sim card and used it with my old phone. happily distracted by a wonderful class... went back to sn with zib... had ceo match and our grp won... but the peak just fell drastically cuz of sth STUPID i did. oh man i was a total asshead can. shan't elaborate wad happened but basically becuz of that almost wanted to run away from home.
not tht i'm afraid of lectures... i'm only worried abt all the consequences... like wad's my parents gonna do after tht stupid thing i did... blahx. the worst thing is that they nv did give me a clear answer on how they're punishing me... and i end up uncertain abt wad i'm supposed to do. so after that confrontation tonight... they haven done anything to me yet. which is horrible cuz the thing now is that i dun even know if i'm doing things that will get me into trouble again.
the situation of my life in april is currently horrible la. the thing with parents... the grades... the no. of events happening this month is choking me up as well. it's damn screwed now. just screwed. as much as i wanna pull thru april with lotsa satisfaction from all those events... just throw me down the stairs one day ok.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
takeMEbytheHAND.
forYOU-
