

meet me after dark again and i'll hold you
i want nothing more than to see you there
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
if only night can hold you where i can see you, my love
then let me never ever wake again
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
somehow i know we can't wake again from this dream
it's not real, but it's ours
maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, October 30, 2005
11:29
rahh.
okays. so ytd had our clique outing at kbox. yeah. i think the focus wasn't on the karaoke pt, but more of the mafia and his sexy ladies RPG thingy. lol. tt 6 sexy ladies out there, u know wad i mean. ;)
so we finally had a full neoprint of our whole clique. yesh. but too bad i was having bad face day, bad hair day, bad everything day. lol. but whatever it is, it was really great to see all of ya again!
oh yeah... abt OP. i swear tt i wun say screw up in front of the examiner again. and i will scream my presentation away. and i'll memorise my lines.... blah blah...
it just occurred to me tt,
WE... dun need a whole day to be together. (:
hahas.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, October 28, 2005
16:49
woots! it's been 4 days since i last blogged. so many lil things happened but i just cant rmb la. let's just say i've had a happy 4 days blog break.
it's super hectic recently, though, cuz day and nite we were basically chionging pw. it feels worse than promos! =X arghh. 9th Nov. all of this shall be put to an end.
i've written out all my outings chalets blahx for the hols in my planner!! :D the more filled it is the better man. whee~
tdy is the last day of sch officially. but it just din seem like it. cuz i took it for granted, that we'll be tgt all the way. until i saw wans crying. i realised it IS the last day of sch. we wun see each other during the hols that often liaos. and i guess everyone's too busy to feel the yay-sch-is-close-oh-my-god atmosphere. and i seriously wonder what this holiday's gonna be like. will we catch up on what we've missed out during this rather hectic yr?
i wanna go overseas, and i miss plane rides! :D and most of all, i wanna de-muggerize!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, October 24, 2005
17:06
i seriously thought i was going to die ytd. die as in really die. u know pass away... mati... kkk... get wad i mean? yeah. it's this stupid migraine i had... and i nv had such a migraine for as long as i can rmb... thot i was suffering from brain damage or sth.. or my right brain melting/bleeding and stuff. yes wonderful imagination. but tt's wad happens when the sharp pain just comes on every now and then. horrible day.
the migraine still wouldn't leave this morning. until like around the afternoon did it go.yupps. for now i'm okay. and hopefully i'd remain this way and recover from flu as well.
yesh. pw. again.it's a big screw up. basically our group... or should i say mainly su and theng [thanks gals!] had such a difficult time reformatting our whole OP ppt. it was so troublesome and all and guess wad... at the end of the day the ppt was saved into a corrupted diskette. diee. diee.
for tmr the whole morning will be spent on pw. but m glad to say tt sch ends at 12 plus. i think. haven been dismissed this early for ages. been pw-ing for days and nights.
p/s oh my god. halogenalkenes just seems so complicated. 2nd deriavative is worse.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, October 23, 2005
21:55
haven blogged for days. and i guess i have so many un-updated stuff here.
friday:
i guess the most horrible event was the announcement of the bad news. i felt so useless stoning at wans and mui and i really din know wad to say. there were just so much feelings... but... i mean, wad if i ended up saying stupid things that weren't wad i meant? everyone is sad, tt's for sure... but the thing is, wad is 2305 gonna be like w/o em? it just doesn't seem real, that from next yr on, we would be missing wans, mui... and hopefully not marie... arghh. just felt really idiotic. din manage to offer some words of comfort. it's gonna be a sad 2006 i guess. but of course i believe that 2305 belongs to 24 pple forever. no matter whether we are tgt or not.
then after tt went to nj for HALO. yupps. was rather tired, and was even considering whether to go or not in the first place. i mean, after that kinda bad news... and all the shagginess... [and i swear i din noe wad i was doing when we 3 signed up for the ____... wth]. but eventually i did make it... yupps. glad to see many more peeps from 05s11 again... we dined at HC's poolside restaurant... then went for the HALO la. tried the haunted hse... it's so funny la... kinda nice to scream at the ghosts. next was ghost story telling at lt3... and pradeep told us a true horror abt nj's gym. welps. but i'm nt there alr anyways. lol. too bad i din manage to stay for dance partayyy. was really drained la. [actually partly cuz i thot mum would be home to nag. but she din come home till 1am anyways.]
saturday:
empty
sunday:
met joyce and kelly... then set off to bugis! had some fun shopping around... but welps!! saw this really nice set of outfit at m-industries!! IT'S SO COOL! and the accessories... the skirts... ahhh!! i wish i had the money man. lol. yupps. popped by bugis street... and lalala... u know the rest. and i guess... i couldn't help but stayed there over time... so since there was no time to rush back to caraven... might as well... pon tuition.. oops. lol. and we chionged play station at joyce house after the bugis trip! yeah... bishi bashi!! woots. and we TRIED playing wheel of fortune... but it was far too boring! [okie, not to mention the fact that joyce kept winning. lol] froggy was quite ok! but my controller din like me la... it kinda broke down for a while.
that's it! headache, headache, go away... dun even come again another day! )):
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, October 20, 2005
16:30
my analysis abt horror movies:
remember the times when we all watched the ring? yes, that eerie jap horror that freaked most of us out. after the movie, i rmb the fear and horror lingering in my mind and i gt quite freaked out when the phone rang. some other movies made me quite worried to look out of the glass panel in lifts when i'm inside it. all these thrills make impressive horror movies.
look at recent horror movies. it's kinda like... all those loud noises, and those meaningless scares here and there... they scare the hell out of ya for a short moment... but other than tt the plot is quite boring and pointless. after the movie, u'd even forget wad u've seen. i've just seen Wig with zb and mui. [not to mention we were the only ones in that ulu theatre... freaked us even more when we came into the theatre late. when we were feeling our way around in the dark, i was so worried i might sit on someone tt we din see cuz we THOUGHT there was no one. okay, thr really weren't anyone else la. was quite freaky. somemore zb said the back row was supposed to be occupied la.] ok back to the analysis, other than this atmosphere created by this deserted place, and other than a few scenes where hair appeared out of no where and stuff, the movie was actually quite hard to digest la. u know first of all the korean actresses practically look the same la, and secondly, the plot jumps around and we dun even know wad's happening, why is there suddenly another character blah blah... of course like i mentioned those BOO! effects kinda had no link to the plot.
which ghosts are scarier? western or asian ones? i would still say asian ghouls look more freaky. lol. the effect of gore is better using asian actors i guess. i dunno y is it so but yea, it's just wad i think la. that's wad makes me like asian horrors more than western ones... but obviously the decline in movies with better plots like the ring makes all my trips to watch asian horror a waste of time and money.... somemore with the price increase of movie tix. sheesh. but of course, i'm still gonna look out for more horrors in the future.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
17:35
welcome to the bookworm gang!
lol... since like after the rotting and all for the past few weeks, peeps have been getting bks to read in sch... even during lectures. be it library bks or purchased ones... it's really kinda cool to see everyone engrossed in their stories. for me, i just bought this book... ps, i love you... ain't exaggerating but it got me crying at 3 chapters. wad a loser i am. it happened once again tdy during gp lecture when i was reading it. mann. but i must say it feels really good to get a nice touching novel sia... basically m addicted to this kinda cheesy lovey novels? lol. like kinda fun.
anyways, i hate pw. after me and theng struggled in the library to print 3 copies of the WR, phang told us our format isn't professional enough. cool huh. must REPRINT. 74 pages altogether. i'm sorry trees.
i think i'm a loser. big time loser. dun ask me why.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
23:56
happy bday to me!!
lol... thanks everyone!! for ya nice presents!! and for keeping my day fun! hahas... thanks thanks...
thank goodness for a short day in sch. cuz after tt at 1230 we went to gelare for waffles! shared a big one with zb, and added 2 scoops of ice cream. in total it cost abt 8 bucks! then diana bought calamari rings! and oso shared shihlin XXL chicken~
after tt, the 4 of us, me, zb, xb and enrui watched skeleton key. we were actually planning to watch wig but goodness, thr's onli 1730 tix! lol... yups... so tt show was quite thrilling... but the plot at the end was so... dots. but anyways, had a great time lor!
then went window shopping cum real shopping with zb... feet ached again... lol. bought ear rings and keychain for my bag! whee... din realise u can actually shop in far east plaza from B1 to the 6 level in 2 hours... lol...
it's then dinner with mum. shanghainese food. loved the egg... *winks (: then went to gio and gt new pair of jeans!! and a white belt! so tdy finally managed to strike off some stuff on my "wad-i-need" shopping list. lol.
yupyup... thanks again peeps who made my day! :D
and i'm 17! :)
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, October 17, 2005
16:02
random thots.
i conclude that i've seen 4 relationships break in a mth. and m pretty traumatised. i guess u know why. how do i believe in love anymore?
anyways, 17th oct, 2 pple celebrating bdays. happy bday desmond and olivia! (: oh yeah, dj oso hor. but shall leave it to wans to wish. hahas. i dunno him anyways la. hahas.
okay and i'm safely promoted. kping 4 subs. that's a really nice bday present for me alr.
anyways, m so bored now. lessons start tmr! sheesh. lectures. but thankfully the day ends at 1215.
oh yeah. pw WR still left with 400 plus words to delete. like the last time. CRAP.
let's see. i shall start doing the things i wrote on an entry the last time round. shall copy n paste it over here. maybe i'll paste it in more future entries as a reminder.
what-i-REALLY-wanna-do-after-promos list: [editted on 17/10/05]
1) food binge
2) then massive workout
3) chiong cinemas [hopefully still gt the red shoes] (no, now i wanna watch flightplan or WIG. lol.)
4) make money! $$ (can i??)
5) chiong k-box!!
6) stay out of the house
7) shop! burnt my pocket, but still the shopping list is nv ending
8) get a true blue hairdresser to cut my fringe. in the end i cut it myself, it looks ok. LOL. (anyways tt's wad i told myself the last time i really screwed my fringe)
9) play play play play play.... (i wonder how i'm gonna define tt)
10) read A book. [let's see, when was the last time i read one?] my bimbotic bk! ((:
11) have a nice tri-bday parties reunion with our (nameless) clique.
+12) do sth crazy, sth i haven done b4.
just sth to add...
i think i'm really turning crude recently. dunno wad happened but words just fly out of my mouth when i'm agitated. argh. gosh. wad was i thinking man. i just lost control. i just realised recently la... and the worst thing is when i get exasperated i even use it on YOU! ouch. i really apologise for tt. only when YOU give me tt excuse-me-wad-did-u-just-say? look did i realise wad i've been blabbering. but believe me i never did mean it when i said those things. like... stupid? idiot? lol. i think in class it's kind of minor but to pple outside class i haven given them much consideration! it's just an expression basically. but just to reduce a lil guilt and hurt from myself and to others i say, sorry! (: i will =X hehe.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, October 16, 2005
21:14
dunno y la. it kept pouring tdy. and i mean the whole day, like since 11plus when i woke up until now... dunno whether it has stopped nort. wonder watsup with the weather. hindered me from shopping a little bit more while mum works out at the gym. in the end had to read my bimbotic bk at KFC at cine.
speaking of my bimbotic bk, i'm addicted to it! i think it's really really cool la... isn't it kinda funny how a story depicts a girl and her weird weird secretive thots of the things happening around her? it's like super not stereotype, and really shows wad's gg on in my mind everyday. like how u fake tt enthusiasm so tt u dun hurt pple at times, like how u have to act in front of pple more superior than you. so funny la. i like it.
anyways, din blog abt ytd's open house... hmmm was pretty fun, going around ka jiao pple to take photos. at first we couldn't get anyone, cuz everyone shy la... lol... sec 4 wad... then after a while lotsa pple were okay with taking photos... after all, it's onli 1 buck! cheap rite... yeps. and we made supernormal profits! oh yeah, u shld see how joseph danced the slamdunk. YOU SHOULD. ;)
yups, then skipped off to nj's open house! saw jorina and THAT person [lol, hil.] yeah. hohox. wad cld jorina be doing thr? it's up to you to imagine... anyways, chatted with billy... met up with more pple, like kelly, lingx, clarice, xinlin, kiwi and my ex-angel. and i drank my bubble tea! btw, nj looks nicer now. (:
went to new life pres church. watched left behind 1 and 2. must say the movie was pretty intriguing in a way, cuz it's kinda different any other movie i saw. though i couldn't quite understand wad the whole thing is abt, i shall say that the facts were quite amazing. i forgot wad's the term of the thing tt happened in the movie... but if one day that really happens...i guess..............wow. anyways, the pple at the church were really cute. hahas. really friendly, esp the first girl i met, joanna or sth? oops!! :S
yepyep. tt's abt it la~
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, October 13, 2005
23:46
warning: the following text contains merely words of frustration and do not directly refer to anyone. may contain explicit terms.
ahh so kuku. so kuku. so kuku. ahh.rahhhhh shit. OUCH. u idiot. !#$%^&*ffffff... shitttttt..... whywhywhywhywhy??? grrr... ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!nonononononono~~~ ass!
okie. u din see anything.
chomped down a packet of potato chips tdy. by myself. *guilty yesh. how leh. i cant help it la. just feeling so frustrated after the whole results hint here hint there thingy. it's gonna be really horrible if anyone retained. yups. i really wan us all to carry on to 2305. no one will be left behind. no one!
oh yea. borrowed a bk from the amk library. can tell that my library card is rotting alr. even kinda blur abt how to use the loan scanning machine. argh. yeah. but at least i've gt sth to do during the nothing-to-do-oh-my-god-i-jus-wanna-slp periods! :D
hmm. need some entertainment other than bks. but seems like there's nth else really, i dun have a laptop wad. hahas. can kope suewen's one. lol.
i'm itching to have a feast at swensen's. but i've gt nth to spend with. my wallets real thin in any case.
sch made us pay 6 bucks. and i dun even know wad we r paying for. if i ask my dad to sign, n he asks abt it, wad m i supposed to say arh? like "oh, principal's retirement pension?"?
speaking of which, tmr's the farewell assembly. wonder wad we r going to see. and i'm itching to cover events leh. but in the end they surely get those excos one. cuz thr's never a proper sign up thingy for event coverage.
and have to stay back after sch for open hse prep. wth.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
18:30
thank goodness thr's no pw tdy! heh... had cdp talk instead. was kinda interesting la. yup. and did someone just say tt i look like a christmas tree? LOL. so embarrassing. hahas. so yup. wun be one man. shall kp to pink white rubber band and purple clips. hopefully it's a wee wee wee bit better? :P
slept at the nexus for almost 2 hours. really had nth to do la. aj is so sian. sian sian sian.
ps was quite ok. i felt my noise level rise again. hehex.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
17:09
i finally managed to dl mayday's 知足 recently. it's no doubt another really hit song... music really nice... like twinkle twinkle little star. but most of all, i realised mayday has penned another set of very meaningful lyrics. hohoho... even my mum likes it. hahas. just like how she likes tong hua...
知足
怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不知道足够
如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛
那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞
当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛
才发现笑着哭最痛wo…
如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
i need money to cover my loss during the shopping period!! haii. but what's the best job for me?? like. hm.
really have to look thru classified ads yea?
anyways, phang kinda hinted us abt our promos grades. not very good news for 2305... can see all the worried faces after his prep talk. i mean, no one could concentrate and focus on pw anymore la. for me it's really a big qn mark, as big as the one you see in where is the love? mtv.... cuz first of all he gave me that uncertain look... saying that i MAY have passed... but on further probing he became so uncertain of wad he's saying. gives me creeps.
have u seen my newest pet? hee... boo!! hahas. and bi-atch! it's not a tribute to you hor. heh. boo is much cuter and more innocent! :P
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, October 10, 2005
20:08
-sushi buffet! burnt my purse man. 19 sth per person. heh. shit. i gotta SAVE!!
-movie!! watched corpse bride! pretty cute... nice plot, funny, but too bad it's pretty short. onli like 70 mins la. around 10mins/buck spent. then saw yawen and yaodong! realised that my nj gang was onli 2 rows behind me!! and i din even see them... can u believe it? too bad lingx, kelly and dunno who else went off fast la. couldn't see em. ):
-saw weilian at somerset mrt station, he's not busking la, just walking alone...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, October 09, 2005
21:06
shopping (II)
bought more stuff tdy!!
gonna save money after this shopping season! (:
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, October 07, 2005
20:14
i do realise that i kinda prefer the times when we were all mugging for promos... that intensity of stress that just stops my mind from wandering... living in self pity and depression.
like tdy i just went out with mum and cousin... was so boring cuz basically they were talking abt things i'm not too interested abt. all i could do was to look around, rock, rot, and eat.
talk about loneliness.
why din i get so affected by being alone for the past 16 yrs? could it be the environment that brought this change in me? i kinda wanna talk to my frens every moment. tell them how depressed i feel. gossip with them. do things i truly enjoy with them. shop with them. blahs.
but nah. i'm still alone staring into space... eating back the fats i lost from the mugging.
and i so wanna talk. i so wanna communicate. but i can't.
on a brighter note, i finally had my wish fulfilled tdy. got my dream phone. and my dream mobile plan seems feasible ahead (:
but things just aren't there anymore.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, October 06, 2005
18:42
okies. looks like blogger is back to normal again.
anyways, had a really filling and exciting day tdy! lol... not that physics was so fantastic... in fact it's kinda like a killer la... all those electricity rubbish... really cannot do la... around 20 mks worth of blanks. then yeah, shall see how lucky i gonna be...
then hopped off to bugis with emx straight after exam. she needed to shop for a gift for someone. had my first lunch in 3 days! of course i gonna get sth nice... erm like fish and chips in food junction? lol. too bad la... din really look around b4 buying food to eat. but the meal there was a rip off! food was $5.50... then that aloe vera drink was $3.60! it's actually $3.10 la... but i thought the aunty so kind huh. ask me wan to take away ice or not. ha. extra charge neh. din even know la.
ok expenditure so far:$9.10
then walked around the whole of bugis junction... that shopping habit i lost a while ago came back to me. suddenly realised that there are just SO many things i wanna have... they all look soooo nice. like this happy house cup. really nice la. the 2nd rip off comes into the picture. i found this garnier whitening thingy at watsons. no price tag. but this similiar looking but different pdt costs around 6 bucks. same size... same volume. ok lor. so i take it that it costs around there oso. guess wad... for 10ml of cream, it costs a burning $10.90!!!! rahhh!! !#$%^&* wth?
expenditure report:$20 bucks.
went to sasa later. wanted to get a nice nail polish actually. since they've gt this corner selling cheap cheap polish... decided to go shop shop again. deviated from our initial purpose of gg out again. anyways, was looking thru this rack of polish. it looked like those that u could turn... so tt u can see the next basket.... i did wad i thought la... but i heard such a loud creak. ok fine. next, the salesgirl came up to me.
"erm, that cannot be turned."
"ok [looks aloof]."
gosh. i was SO embarrassed yea? but shan't show it? hehe.
oh yeah... so since emx n i couldn't find a rite present for her honeybuns... we decided to shop at somerset instead. either heeren or cine la... quite fun la. haven laughed and shopped so much yea? i just feel so comfortable shopping with her. lol. lots of rubbish and gossips. heh. yups. really liked this wallet... ok more like purse la [i dun like this word. so gu niang.] and this pencil case from the wallet shop!! the pencil case costs $5.50. fine. but the purse [ouch] rite... is costs the same! hey! the purse is like how much smaller sia... but for the fine quality and cuteness... i... bought it. hmmm. seem to like black more these days.
final expenditure... 31 bucks. in a day. 6 hours of walking.
whee.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
11:18
what a perfect way to start a horrible exam.
the door of 411 crushed my fingers when i entered the class...
i felt like a retard la.
what was i thinking leaving my fingers on the door frame?
and chem. why's thr always not enough time for everything?
time limits. bah. they just irritate me.
just gives me the nerves. really flunked the mcq.
let's see. physics eh.
seems like i've gt to work harder for this one.
reserving an O for econs... i need 8 pts to kp the 4 subs.
need a BCC.
but looks like all i can aim for now is to get promoted. EOO. hm.
this period is really sucky.
extreme mugging, extreme boredom, extreme loneliness, extreme sluggishness.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
15:43
maths. ha. was kinda difficult la.
actually couldn't do inequalities. then the differentiation ans looked so wrong.
ahh. whatever. at least i left lesser blanks. hahas.
econs. i wouldn't have expected myself to end up doing the P & C essay. like... i studied monopoly lorr.
but turns out tt it's kinda easy. though i still forgot my stuff here and there. after all i din study that chapt. lol.
i hope i'm right abt wad's been happening(:
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, October 03, 2005
15:47
2 pimples popped up on GP promos exam day.
heh.
anyways. gp was okie. okie okie.
i dunno wad to expect.
i just feel the same way as i felt during the last GP timed prac.
sth like. just finish the paper la. just write wad u think. too bad if u wrote rubbish.
hmm. wad does that spell?
yups. so it's math and econs tmr huh.
one is my fav, one is my fatal spot.
wad will happen then?
yeps. i did sth unexpected just now.
but it's sth i shouldn't have done.
sets me thinking and thinking.... and thinking...
but okay. it's quite lame to think abt it for too long.
after all, case closed liao rite?
yesh. i will be back to focusing on maths and econs.
as long as i reach thurs, i'm gonna celebrate alr.
heck econs paper 1 n 2.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, October 01, 2005
22:55
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You are full of stress at this time. It would seem that you are having more than your fair share of trials and tribulations and you are looking for a way out. You are not quite sure which way to go but the advice is - 'Stop trying so hard'.
All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation. Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favorite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.
You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.
You don't like conflict and you endeavor to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/
woah.
this is the first time i did a quiz whereby every single piece of truth is reflected.
hahas my oh my.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
i reflected.
i thought.
and i realised.
suann, u must stop being too lazy abt communicating with the others.
why are ya so lazy to make noise this whole yr [as a matter of fact, since changing from a bukit timah atmosphere to an amk one]?
sounds like rubbish but tt's wad's been happening indeed.
it's been such a quiet yr.
haven i adapted to this sch?
it's alr been 7 months.
buck up after promos.
talking is good for fat cheeks.
and double chin [lol.]! welpx.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

takeMEbytheHAND.
forYOU-