take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, August 30, 2005
21:25

tdy's a relli short day.okies... it's the usual tues... but i just find it short la.
perhaps cuz i'm not studying now... so relax sia... since tmr half hol... teacher's day celebration...
and suay-ly, i'm of those tt kena some weirdo cowgirl dressup?!
and the thing is... we have to make do with shirts and jeans and pretend we r... cowboys/girls...
it's like wad's the point... wanna celebrate then let us dress properly la...
then we can get a mascot from each class...
like our famous chee~ hahas...
yeah. let's see how it goes. it's gonna be interesting and maluating tmr...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, August 28, 2005
12:26

early in the morning received a call from emx...
then wasn't awake... so told her i'd call back later...

okie. called her.
chatted for an hour plus i think... or maybe less than tt i dunno.
hahas.
she told me sth very interesting.
lol... it's like so... hmmmmm.
after she told me STH kinda *jawdrop* la...

woah. girl arh. someone gt more experience than me liao wors~
*claps*
realised how simple i thot this kinda thing may be.
used to think tt... life isn't as dramatic as we see on tv.
well, life is.
there are things that u dunno, but one day it'd just come to ya unexpectedly.

i'm different-

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

hmm
okie. seriously.
4 weeks only lehs.
cant believe how soon it's gonna be. shucks.

anyways, went to brit council for placement test tdy.
the lady said no obligations mah.
so just go see see la.

thot it's gonna be some stupid essay writing... like gp...
totally sian in the morning.
purposely dragged my feet out of the house...
so kinda like late for 10 mins.
i imagined it as a serious test with other teens in a classrm...
but it turned out that i was just brought to this room... that looked like a small library...
then got a few others on this big table la.
[the others were mostly adults leh.]
then did this 60 qns...
damn easy one.
just tested on grammar and stuff...
got 71/80...
yups... so was placed in the GP2 class...
then the teacher gave me this insurance form... saying tt one day if BC collapses or disappoear i'll have my money back.

but i've no intention of studying there.... forget it la.
wad if thr's a terrorist attack at e american embassy next door?
then i'll die!!
then the country will mourn for me.
it'd be very sad... so dun wan la.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, August 24, 2005
20:15

i m procrastinating!! :(

and it's abt 4 weeks left to promos~

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, August 21, 2005
13:45

:)
had a midnight kbox session with cousins!
wooOo~
so shuang la...
it's like woah... ended at 2 plus...
after tt ate prata at thomson road...
till abt 4am.
so woke up at 1pm.

:(
dunno if it's the effects of sleeping at dawn...
i had a really really horrible nightmare...
it's so sad la... really sad...
almost cried in my sleep.
it was such a great impact i woke up thinking it was real...
till i looked at my watch and realised i'm back in reality.
what if it was real?

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, August 19, 2005
20:42

the day started off with me and my mood swings.
dunno watsup... just feeling so empty, uncertain... everything...
and darn tired la. this time i really did fall asleep during mcv.
the thing is: this time's mcv is pretty interesting lehs.
can guess how tired i was? [ok, i refrained from using shagged. :P]

yeahh... had to piah my news analysis la...
sloppy work... i know tt...
but seriously wasn't in the mood for gp [i nv was].

and after tt, chilled out lor.
niceee. (:

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, August 18, 2005
20:11

1001 questions....

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, August 17, 2005
21:01

lalala...
thanks xb for tt spongebob link in ur blog!!
wahahahahaha...

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, August 14, 2005
13:19

oh yay...
the flu bug caught me in time. :X

okies.
this is a pretty old song liao...
but just wanna share it with everyone again... since i'm in love with this song AGAIN.

晴天 qing tian

故事的小黄花 gu shi de xiao huang hua
The small yellow flower from the story

从出生那年就飘着 cong chu sheng na nian jiu piao zhe
Was wandering since he day she was born

童年的荡秋千 tong nian de dang qiu qian
Swinging on a swing in her childhood

随记忆一直晃到现在
sui ji yi yi zhi huang dao xian zai
Swinging her memories all the way until now.

ㄖㄨㄟ ㄙㄡ ㄙㄡ ㄒ一 ㄉㄡ ㄒ一
re sou sou xi dou xi

ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄒ一 ㄌㄚ ㄙㄡ
la sou la xi xi xi xi la xi la sou
(*note: there is no translation for these two lines, they're merely a musical scale such as do re mi fa so la...)

吹着前奏望着天空 chui zhe qian zou wang zhe tian kong
Playing an opening theme, looking into the sky

我想起花瓣试着掉落 wo xiang qi hua ban shi zhe diao luo
I think of petals trying to fall

为你翘课的那一天 wei ni tiao ke de na yi tian
That day I skipped school for you;

花落的那一天 hua luo de na yi tian
That day the flower fell;

教室的那一间 jiao shi de na yi jian
The space of the classroom;

我怎么看不见 wo zen me kan bu jian
Why can’t I see it?

消失的下雨天 xiao shi de xia yu tian
That rainy day that disappeared -

我好想再淋一遍 wo hao xiang zai lin yi bian
How I want to be rained upon again

没想到失去的勇气我还留着 mei xiang dao shi qu de yong qi wo hai liu zhe
Never thought that I still kept my lost courage

好想再问一遍 hao xiang zai wen yi bian
How I want to ask again:

你会等待还是离开 ni hui deng dai hai shi li kai
Will you wait or will you go away?

刮风这天 我试过握着你手 gua feng zhe tian wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou
That day that the wind blew I tried to hold your hand

但偏偏 雨渐渐 dan pian pian yu jian jian
But unfortunetly, the rain kept on

大到我看你不见 da dao wo kan ni bu jian
Falling until I couldn’t see you

还要多久 我才能在你身边 hai yao duo jiu wo cai neng zai ni shen bian
How much longer until I can be beside you again?

等待放晴的那天 也许我会比较好一点 deng dai fang qing de na tian ye xu wo hui bi jiao hao yi dian
Waiting for the day to turn clear, maybe I’ll be a little better then
从前从前 有个人爱你很久 cong qian cong qian you ge ren ai ni hen jiu
Long ago, a person loved you for so long

但偏偏 风渐渐 dan pian pian feng jian jian
But unfortunetly, the wind kept on

把距离吹得好远 ba ju li chui de hao yuan
Blowing, widening the gap so much further

好不容易 又能再多爱一天 hao bu rong yi you neng zai duo ai yi tian
So difficult, (I have) another day to love again

但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜 dan gu shi de zui hou ni hao xiang shuo le bai bai
But it seems that, at the end of the tale you still said, “Goodbye”

---www.jay-chou.net

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, August 13, 2005
14:24

wad's wrong with the climate mann...
it's driving me nuts...
almost gonna slip into a state of sore throat...
thankfully saved my throat in time thru lotsa... milk!
haha... yeahh...
hate the weather. hate the boredom. hate the loneliness at home.

it's really sad to find out...
that these days, i actually dread gg home.
ever since i last defied my mum, things seemed to be different.
and it's just... weird... there's a sorta resistance to get closer to them again...and in fact, i'm like in my own world after sch. alone. in the room. then sometimes out to go online, in the com rm...then will start hearing those nagging... abt why i waste my time on msn... blah blah. even if i onli go online once a while, they assume tt i'd be online if i'm nt within their sight.
can't i mug?
they dun believe that i do mug la.
sad huh.
and my relative actually said i'm hardly at home. come on, if u ask around, i'm alr one of those that had been frequently stuck at home, esp during weekends.
i dun understand how u guys say i dun stay at home frequently lehs. seriously.
just because every 5 sats, i go out once... probably even cause of project or cca, u'd say that i'm becoming wild or sth... going out so frequently...
wad the????!!!!

yup. ok. so that explains y i love staying in that horrible jc till 6pm.
at least there r traces of life there. haha.
and it's near my home huh. irony?

p/s anyone wanna watch the maid?

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, August 10, 2005
15:00

sorta revisited my past entries just now...
from january... to march... whr i gt kicked out of nj...
kinda funny to see how i wrote and cursed that freaky principal...
how i must have really felt the depression when i gt kicked out.
i really still miss them. and esp when 2 nites ago i kinda dreamt of nj...
it was a very lame dream, but i kinda reminded me of the first 3 months of vibrance...

i wonder how different life is now...
when i see the blogs of my ex classmates in nj...
i was really really interested to noe how diff is it.

just wanna tell all of them...
m doing really fine over here..
yeah. it's different from wad it was like in nj...
but perhaps the way we have fun here is just different.
it's still fun, hahas.
and a different experience as well.
really really different. [hee]

i regret being kicked out of nj, a lot.
but i dun regret coming to aj la.
it's wad it's made of that kinda rock.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, August 09, 2005
20:07

i rmb 365 days ago...
i wrote this fanciful "happy national day" on my blog entry.
hehe...
shan't do it again. no creativity u see.
hmm.
i guess i will just type out the lyrics of the national anthem!
here goes:

ok kidding la!

hmm... so, for the first time in my life i wasn't rotting and waiting for ndp to start so tt i can watch it on tv.
was outside... and watched charlie and the choc factory!
yeah man... funny show la... really funny...
realised i've been laughing and laughing and laughing and laughing... yeah it goes on...
and i've gt a corner seat so i get to sit anyway i like! ha!

and i must mention how sucky each a cup's aloe vera is...
sucks sucks sucks.
i dunno wad i've been sucking into my mouth man. seriously.

yups. so happy bday to singapore yea? :D

p/s shooting stars premiere!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, August 07, 2005
14:08

yay!!
so happy... changed my com acct...
it's like damn fast now la...
hee... like so shuang you know...
no more lagging...
i guess i learnt a lesson from my old acct...
dun anyhow dl cursors...
hoho... actually till now i'm still not very sure wad caused the lag...
but from now i think i'll be careful. :D

p/s i'm ugly, i'm fat, i'm suann!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, August 06, 2005
10:30

ahhh...
i rotted man...
wad a sat...
when i stoned in front of the tv in the morning... i felt so sluggish...
this cannot continue man...
so...
m shopping later!! lol...


HELP!!!
why can't i see smilies on my msn???
grrr...

and i feel FAT.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, August 05, 2005
17:11

yay!!
friday friday friday!!!
hee~
the beginning of the 5 day break!! hoho~
wonder what's in store for me man...
but probably gonna be pretty boring i guess...
cuz it seems like everyone's mugging!
sheesh.
i just hope i dun lock myself in the hse again. [like the last time i did. ouch.]

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Monday, August 01, 2005
16:40

slack day.
and app of integration lecture is finally over...
then had pe... thot could slack cuz it started with a PEARLS lecture.
goodness, ended up running 7 rounds after tt.
yeah all stamina gone... actually started walking at the 6th round...
then econs. i'm so dead la. judging from the amt i couldn't understand at all from lect, it's time i drop that sub.
prob is i can't.
sheesh.
then after sch like... mugged alone in the library?
was so tempted to go lvl 1 to watch the vids recommended by bro ong.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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