meet me after dark again and i'll hold you
i want nothing more than to see you there
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
if only night can hold you where i can see you, my love
then let me never ever wake again
and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
somehow i know we can't wake again from this dream
it's not real, but it's ours
maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
we'll be lost before dawn
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, July 31, 2005
13:46
can't believe i was so stupid to get caught.
it's like just one step away and i'm safe.
i just had to get caught.
i'm dead.
i'm so afraid i would lose you one day.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, July 30, 2005
12:20
to pon? not to pon? to pon? not to pon?
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
18:18
yays!
did one fine thing tdy...
donated blood!!
hehe... and i guess my experience was quite a different one...
cuz apparently i have fragile veins...
and they had spasm when the needle was inserted.
so the wound kinda became blue black after that thing...
then to ease blood flow, the really nice and motherly nurse was massaging my veins throughout the whole process...
then had to ice my wound oso... which no one else had to...
but overall... it was such a great experience.
not really painful la, but i admit my eyes did become wet when i stare at wound and the needle.
it's like psychologically, "eww."
that thing actually when inside my skin??
and all the blood just came out...
kinda funny oso la... lol.
and yeah me and my nice orange bandage.
and guess what, i was the last donor sia...
so the first aiders kinda gave me a lot of the remaining biscuits and drinks. lol~
royston was actually rite abt one thing...
it's high time we pple accumulate good deeds...
i guess i was quite lucky to be an acceptable donor...
atone for the mistakes i have made over the past few years.
hahas...
thanks to emx, yiwen and sherline for coming to accompany me...
and thanks justin for trying to make it there eventually. :)
ps//ouch. my left arm's damn tired.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
18:44
have been fine since the last real entry... [excluding the lyrics and stuff]
just feeling good.
except for the part where i was forced to add tuition...
and got a gd thrashing from my mum for my progress report.
and i hadn't gt a chance to let my dad sign it cuz he's been in a bad mood these days. [oh yeah... dun ask me to let my mum sign it. she wans my dad to sign it. so that i get thrashed again.]
and seems like that thing abt US.
is spreading like dunno wad sia.
zb was telling me at the bus stop he heard xavier telling his fren abt... US.
woah.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, July 24, 2005
20:41
if only...
i once thought of something sweet-
i held on to my definition of ideal love:
it's like the wind, blowing for no reason.
and there's no right or wrong with liking just anyone.
i dun care if time told us how difficult it is for us to be together...
i didn't dare to admit my love for you.
it's neither supression on my part, nor doubting you.
people find me very naive,
because they think a relationship like this wouldn't last.
and i refuse to agree with them.
if only you would miss me everyday uncontrollably,
if only you would be honest because of me.
if only you would watch the movies and cds i love,
if only you would bring me on a tour with you.
if only you would follow your heart and be brave because of true love,
if only you said there's chemistry between us.
if only wou would believe in the love between us...
if only what i wish would come true.
i only wish for one of these to come true...
i would love you without a second thought.
that's the lyric for ru2 guo3 de4 shi4!!
:D:D so nice la...
it's just so... real? lol...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
20:52
如果你已经不能控制 每天想我一次 如果你因为我而诚实
if only you would miss me uncontrollably... if only you would be honest because of me...
cool hor...
my latest fav song sia...
been blasting it on my com...
repeat repeat repeat~
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
21:45
looks like i haven been updating for a few days...
but anyways, kinda happy that i'm mugging slightly more now...
like.... i finished my math tutorial!! :D:D
couldnt believe i would say this one day.
been eating a lot these days.
i'm gonna gain back the fats i shed the past few wks! :X
no!!!
arghx.
oh. and yeah. pw. sheesh. pw. argh. ahhhhh. pw. >.<
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, July 15, 2005
23:19
a few things i've learnt today:
GP- neo=new. eg:neoprint, neopets. application:when u buy a new shirt, it's called neoshirt ?!
MATH- implicit differentiation!! when ya start doing the tutorials, u can't stop.
PHYSICS- ideal gas. pV=NkT. and pat lim gonna strike off my name from the class list if i dun finish the rest of my tutorial by next wed. oOh... and he's nt coming for lesson next tues! :)
CHEM-there are single, double and triple bonds in CO.
ECONS- zZzZz...
LIFE- when you realise u are doing nth interesting in ur life, it motivates u to find other stuff to occupy yourself with. and if u think ur life is a failure,fret not... everyone thinks the same. if u still think ur life is a failure,..... okay la, ur life is really a failure.
LOVE- love is not sth you see, but sth u feel. have a little faith in love and learn to enjoy it. :)
DRILLS- this thing is an intruder to my jc life. but whatever it is, i feel totally kuku doing these few things repeatedly in 30 mins-sedia, senang diri, kekiri`kekanan`kebelakang pusing. [sheesh, feels like i'm taking sec 1 3rd class drills theory test.] and the commander is ordering us around like YH, WX used to do to our squad. anyways, did i mention that we did the drills refresher in front of the sign "Examinations in Progress. SILENCE"?
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, July 14, 2005
20:13
sheeshhhhhhhhhh
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
17:43
latest midyrs update:CEEO
haha! was darn happy la... abt the C for physics...
llike... after all, i gt the 2nd lowest for the last CT?
bleahx* just hope tt i get the motivation from here and start calling myself a mugger.
anyways, short day again. and i rmb 7 days ago, i was exactly at the same place after sch:library. hahas... mugged with su... chatted more la.. hahas... but hey i did my chem and math hor. lol...
and damn la. was so pissed off again during lunch. who else sia. freak. stop pointing at me and start calling my name for nothing. nuts.
koped this off huiping's blog...
wow. kinda... meaningful?
i guess up to a certain stage, some pple would just get this feeling la.
most pple will; including me of course.
so here goes...
Emotional
Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad about everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times 10 but you just got in the way
Don't give up now running away
I won't hurt you sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy, but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional [fade]
You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl get use to it
No big deal
You can't change me why would you try?
I'm no angel but I can make you smile
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, July 11, 2005
19:39
been filled with thoughts since pe...
pe was nice... but my mind started to sidetrack...
and been wondering why i get so insecure abt stuff...
where's my confidence...
and why did it all start during pe?
becuz during pe bunch of qns started rolling in abt me and you.
like you said, pple wanna know so many things...
and pple keep wondering why certain things dun happen yet...
i know things have to come slowly. that's why we are learning.
and sometimes ritex, i just wanna get out of this freaking jc when i see someone.
someone weird. some stalker. some scary person who glares at you like he hates you to the core.
when you barely know him.
:X
ohh. and though i managed to escape the UG thingy for AJndp...
i still got tied down by ps.
sheesh.
i have to march during national day celebrations la.
like... why can't i be someone normal... to attend the celebration comfortably...
like BU day la... can't even be with the class.
and the worst thing abt this UG thingy is...
there are 5 trainings sessions la! :S
*faints*
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, July 09, 2005
16:19
boO!
new skin!
:)
sweet and nice. i like it!
esp since the designer loves highlighting the word DREAM.
hee.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, July 08, 2005
22:52
A group of professional people posed this questionto a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn'tbend over and paint her toe nails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too.That's love."Rebecca- age 8
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe intheir mouth."Billy - age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most ofyour French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy -age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4"
Love is when my mommy makes coffee for mydaddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas ifyou stop opening presents and listen."Bobby - age 7
"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."Noelle - age 7
ripped these off from friendster. sweet. realli sweet. :D
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, July 07, 2005
18:35
sheesh.
latest update on the midyrs- EEO.
lol. i dunno how to react sia.
like... all of us were like laughing at our own grades.
we knew we put in the effort, we knew our efforts din pay off.
but we chose to laugh it away.
sheesh. wad's happening?
and gosh. i'm losing it.
phy prac sucked today.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, July 04, 2005
15:06
oops i forgot to update abt ytd.
main event of ytd:milk run 2005!
damn... i realised 5km is quite killing...
more of mentally ba... as in... running is one thing... but stopping urself from becoming terribly bored is one thing.
and my inner ankle muscles died on me. like ouch.
sorry lucia for slowing ya down!
lucia's great la... so pro...
anyways, thankfully there were beautiful sights to be admired along the way...
ran past lotsa underpasses...
and guess what, st nicks is actually one of the sponsor schs...
din realise until i saw the horde of sn gals... cheerleaders, teachers, cheong, and np gals on duty.
and the bazaar was quite exciting la... saw djs like glenn, rod, jean danker, shann...
rod is cool! heh.
yups... and the goodie bag, though simple... i actually love that bookmark i got. hahas... yea...
that's abt it la. my ankles are still aching though.
speaking of stamina. >.<
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, July 03, 2005
00:39
today: ps outing- east coast park bbq and hangout!
arrived there at around 2 plus... supposed to piah back to bishan for chem tuition...
but ya know... when u enjoy urself too much at the arcade... and u need to take 1 hr plus to reach bishan... and come back again... wun u be tempted to be left stranded at ecp?
lol... i was tempted.
hahas!
yup. so i conveniently ponned. ahh. bad ger.
anyways. me and emx like thick skinned la... went to play that dance thingy machine at the arcade...
apparently got irritated by this bitch.
after hinho and huiping played... she was like so eager to play... or rather show off how pro she is arh.
she just kinda pressed the buttons of the machine to quicken the ending of hinho and huiping's game...
just like that sia.
ger, do u know u have to queue?
me and emx been like waiting for our cca mates... so that we can play another round [cuz we were so lousy at our first try.]
but this ger just conveniently in a way hurried the 2 of them off and just played la.
i said aloud"heyy it's our turn sia... we've been standin here la..."
so she dared act blur huh... kept telling me"another player can come up"...
like cool, who wants to challenge her for this game?
i wun forget u la huh bitch.
u made me actually call someone bitch on my blog for the first time.
congrats for breaking my record.
anyways, unhappy incident aside, we found this racer machine.... sth like daytona but it's the jap version... and u can get the cars AE86 and FC itself! hahas... for those who watched initial d u'll know what i mean. heh. so we kept playing that machine la. and seriously u can really do drifting with that machine la... but of course my tries ended slowing my speed.
hmm... then at around evening, went to the beach. kinda nice to feel the waves come gushing up to my knees... and again me and emx started talking abt stuff. lol... yeah those stuff. STUFF. hahas.. and hmm... kianhong came along and started fooling around la. that guy is full of crap, seriously. lol!!
and guess what, we spotted a gigantic jellyfish floating on the waters! it's dead alr la... so i kinda insist that we bring it up ashore.... my idea was to bury it la... hahas. somehow... maybe to give it a good funeral? because u know what? it's gonna get ripped apart by the waves and it's like so... poor thing? [the tentacles were alr separated from the head becuz of the waves] lol... but yeah... somehow... we tried really hard to bring it up ashore with branches and sticks!! nobody dare touch it la please.... we were like helplessly waiting for it to be wash up to the upper shore lorr... and everytime it got closer i tried to stop it from getting wash back into the sea with my stick. [gosh, i'm sorry mr jellyfish... i think i stabbed ya accidentally with my stick.] finally me, chong tiang, emx and 82 senior managed to stop it la... then got down to the burying... the 'grave' looked kinda like a hill... [ooh... i managed to force ouyang to take a pic of it] i kinda imagine wad could have happened if someone just stepped on it and find sth squishy squashy under his feet. gosh. i think we offered the jellyfish empty milo carton, seaweeds and joss sticks made out of twigs. look kinda real and we even made a gravestone. lol..
but ahh... later i guess the tide came again and washed out jellyfish grave away. :( anyways, i did manage to take a good look at that transparent animal. it looks kinda !@#$%^ inside its body. lol.
[btw did i mention we kept seeing helicopters with the sg flag flying above us? cool! ndp rehearsal eh?]
ooh and the bbq... the chicken fillet was really nice... hahas... not to mention the garlic bread... hmmm crapped another round. kena those sneak shots again. kinda phonenapped ouyang's phone cuz he and hinho refused to let us see this supposedly very funny candid shot of me, emx and huiping. [that crazy guy really got fooled la. but shan't elaborate how come. :P]
really. i like it today. hahas... i guess u guys over there at ecp rite now know why i was so keened to go home all of the sudden yea? ;)
[p/s ok. it's 1 am now. so by rite, this whole thing happened ytd. :)]
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
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