hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
meet me after dark again and i'll hold you i want nothing more than to see you there and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away we'll be lost before dawn
if only night can hold you where i can see you, my love then let me never ever wake again and maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away we'll be lost before dawn
somehow i know we can't wake again from this dream it's not real, but it's ours
maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away we'll be lost before dawn
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, June 30, 2005
23:33
war of the worlds really rocks. u guys should watch it mann... like... woah... haven seen such a remarkable movie for ages...
at nite went sly's shocase at dbl O... luckily justin went with me la... otherwise like... so weird... pub arhh... and with pple i haven met b4...
lol and did i mention that sly's mum is really skinny? scary sia...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
12:08
what a joke. i went thru the whole chem paper thinking that it ends at 10. in the end, at 9.50, the teacher announced: 5 more mins. woah. so my free response last qn is undone. HAHAHA. and 3 empty mcqs.HOHOHO. yays.
but somehow i din feel as dead as the math paper... lalala. :
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, June 27, 2005
11:13
zb is like currently slping on my bed la... hahas... sorta allowed her to come slack b4 gp test...
hm... come to think of it...i'm actually left with 2 days to mug, after today. kinda fast... but wonder tonite how i'm gonna survive studying math and econs... i mean... econs i din touch b4 la... then math... i still dun get my trigo... and tutorial can't do oso... ahh!!
wonder wad kind of qns will come out later. :
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, June 25, 2005
23:26
looking forward to next sat!! lol... okie, looking forward to next thurs!! WILL celebrate...
lol broke record tdy... reached home at 11pm without getting scolded... hehe... (:
oohh.... shall update abt my 48 hrs day. hahas... basically after last nite's cockles feast with carolyn... we met again at 2am to send a china relative off la... then this idea just appeared in our minds... stay overnight at the 24hr cafe to mug!! wahh i can't believe i realli did tt.... it's like so fun la! and i really can concentrate this time... chomping on snacks... hot choc.... listened to mp3 songs... did math tys... carolyn fell asleep halfway when she was doing her eng summary... and i stoned cum piah my tys... and i guessed i really wasn't awake... since i couldn't even do my binomial thingy properly...
yups then at 6 plus... gt my breakfast... headed home in 45 mins... she fell asleep on the mrt pole la... i was TRYING to sleep on the glass panel... lol...
now. sleep.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, June 24, 2005
15:49
woah. like... 2 days left onli arh? time passes realli fast ehh. tdy's fri, so tmr there's chem tution. weekend blues again. :
sometimes i miss sch, but the thought of common tests really sucks. esp when everything is made so formal... there's a schedule, no lessons for the ct days and there are allocated venues for different class to take their tests... after all it's onli 5%......... erm rite?? why does it all look so mid yr-ish? or is it meant to intimidate us all? whatever the case, i better not get results like wad i got for the last ct again.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
hehe new skin! muahaha...
tdy's mug day again. proceeded on with maths. *victory sign* tmr shall memorise the trigo formulae... i dunno how i will be able to do it. since i can't even attempt a trigo qn, even with the formulae sheet. :X
p/s congrats to trigonometry for making it to my honourable list of dislikes... welcome the newest member!! :)
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
23:14
kbox!! shan't elaborate on the details... it's the same everytime... hmm... maybe the onli diff is that it's em's bday tdy... yea... n i tried tricking her lahx. but i guess both of us are too experienced in tricking bday gers that she doesn't even believe when i'm tricking her. hahas. hm. and tdy i actually used my nets to pay for the whole kbox thing... then after which the clique returned me money lahx. din wan to use my atm card... but somehow... we had to account with "who owes who money for bday present" so i guess my decision of using my atm card would be the best resolution la.
then at 7 piahed to phys make up lesson at orchard plaza with hil. it was quite mafan to find the building.... and even more mafan to find the class rm! you see, cuz caraven actually rented a lot of random units all over orchard plaza... so basically the classroom is all over the place. the office is at the 5th floor... 1 tiny unit, and we were told tt we had to go to the office to ask for the venue of our make up. so since we were running late and we couldn't find the lift, we just climbed all the way using escalators and stairs to the 5th floor. guess what. we were then told tt ouur class is at the 1st floor. IST FLOOR. WOW. okay, time check. 1935. 35 mins late. sometimes i'm jus thankful tt we have uncle ong as our teacher. lol. that funny guy with the "i like to move it" ringtone. cool sia~
after tuition hil and i popped down to orchard mrt station... cuz she's actually like looking for energy's final fantasy and she couldn't find it for a long time. [but hey hil, i see it everywhere lehs :P] but yea we found it at sembawang music centre... but she said she's not buying cuz there's no discount card!! :X
diaox. then had "dipper" [dinner and supper? i dunno, is tt the term for it? cannot be sunner rite?] at wisma's macs. since i have sinned by chomping down the tidbits and kbox and another pack of twisties i bought from cine cheers, i decided on JUS cheeseburger and orange juice. the keyword is JUS ok.
yeps. and now m back home. late. very late.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
01:52
You Are 50% Normal (Somewhat Normal)
While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself
all i wanted was to style the ends of my hair... and gosh... look what it has become... half permed!! ahhh!! i was so damned shocked when i saw myself in the mirror... so wrecked... i dun feel like going to sch la... it's like... not that it's terrible... but it's just nt me... this hair l0oks good on those girly females... but me? i'm not even feminine sia... argh. dun laugh pple. when u see my hair. and how m i supposed to bathe after pe? when it's wet it looks even curlier! :X
p/s sitting thru the 2 hrs smelling the *urgh* chemicals was hell.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, June 18, 2005
21:59
went to kAP to do pw survey... and guess what... i had the biggest surprise!! lol... m really glad and thrilled la... xb got sihui out and anitha came along!!! *YAY* it's like... woah!!! seen them finally... and it's like such a big suuurrrpriseeee!! kinda touched... lol... really la... then clarice came along later to mug with em as well! lol...
hmm... so b4 meeting them i went coro and photostated 30 copies of the survey form la... we ended up faking 26 and really targeted 4 person to do the remaining 4... and hee... i not bad ba... did 1 more than you two.... lol... :P
it's so fun la... for the 2 that i did... the first one was really kind... like sincerely agreed to help me for this pw... thought thru carefully and gave her opinions.. 2nd one leh... this lady gave me tt black face sia... and was like so impatient... but still did cooperate la... then her mum kinda returned to the table... so saw me and asked me wad i was doing with her daughter... [lol!!] so i explained that i'm doing my A lvls pw [see... must mention A LVLS and pple will realise the importance. *victory sign* yea man.] she kindly smiled and nodded. so when i went back to our grps table... kinda thought: shucks. i should have surveyed her mum, not the daughter sia~~ hahas!
yup... and spent the rest of the time chatting... listening to billy's lame and yellow jokes... and after which... as usual... piahed to caraven for tuition lor.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, June 16, 2005
18:39
Too Serious too Soon I wonder where you were I wonder what your thinking about tonight I wonder Maybe you r alone Maybe you've been crying just like me I wonder I don't know why I lost your touch Maybe I wanted to be loved too much Too serious, too soonI wanted you to love me I wanted to be there for you like no one else before Too serious, too soon I wanted you to love me It's been a rainy afternoon Now I'm Staring at the moon Thinking we got too serious, too soon I told you every day I told you every night in every way I love you Maybe you got scared Maybe I have nothing else to say But I love you So baby now my life's a mess Cos I couldn't love you any less Too serious, too soon I wanted you to love me I wanted to be there for you like no one else before Too serious, too soon I wanted you to love me It's been a rainy afternoon Now I'm Staring at the moon Thinking we got too serious, too soon Too soon It's not right It's not fair It's in you baby cuts like a knife what if you were the love of my life Too serious, too soon I wanted you to love me I wanted to be there for you like no one else before Too serious, too soon I wanted you to love me we got too serious to soon I wanted to be there for you like no one else before too serious too soon I wanted you too love me It's been a rainy afternoon Now I'm Staring at the moon Thinking we got too serious, too soon
lol... sorry billy... i gonna have one same entry as u... cuz relli this lyric is really too ____... i dunno how to describe it la... jus tt... uh... sometimes... i guess when i'm down... this chunk of emotions crosses my mind... and when i saw this lyric... i went like woah~ someone feels the same as me... yet i wun say this happens everytime... maybe only at times when i'm unsure of what's happening. i guess.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
22:19
dunno y. just an observation. so many pple wrote tt they are sick on their msn nicks/ personal msgs. oh gosh... ya all better get well soon!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, June 13, 2005
14:30
it just sets me thinking again la. how can it ever be possible? like woah, based on what? like... impossible sia~ oh gosh. it's so difficult. but dunno why. i just couldn't give it up. (:
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, June 12, 2005
14:04
ps camp was just over ytd! lol...
day 1 was quite tiring... was running around preparing stuff for games... and i gt irritated by someone who refused to cooperate.... but that's like negligible to my day... so shan't get affected by him.. lol. the trainings were quite fun... and i guess the test was really quite corny... anyways lunch turned out to be quite nice... though we needed to add lotsa sauce and gravy to be able to eat it... painting banner was quite a drag. i guess. kinda ponned a bit of it and went to buy drinks from the venting machine and prepared water bombs for the water games. games went on well... [in my opinion] hahas... though i think the detergent irritated 2 open wounds on my hand [i actually realised there were wounds on my hand onli when the detergent gave me pain. and had this problem solving thingy at the LT after dinner... we durianers presented our thing and was spending around 10 mins counter attacking the qns shot by seniors and teachers...
but at night it was a different story... the day's activities ended at 3am.... and the seniors passed a msg saying tt they managed to borrow LT1... and invited all of us to go there... so thru the night they were using the com to dl songs we liked... and playing it... we played cards.... ate the leftover supper... and lazed around in the LT. then at around 4 they played pirates of the carribean on the laptop... me and jas finally got realli tired halfway thru the movie and decided to open the up the sleeping bag. obviously the LT did n ot have an ideal spot for two persons to sleep side by side on the floor... so first crouched at one of the steps... dozed off a big until john and andrew came in and kajiaoed our rest... so realised we were blocking the way... then kinda shifted to the back of the LT... and lay down. couldn't slp oso la... cuz the movie was really loud... ironically i kinda din wan to fall asleep oso... so kept waking up and stretched my neck to watch the movie above the rows of seats... at around 5 going to 6... i really did fall asleep... but dunno y 45 mins later just woke up again... stared at the time and realised it's gg to be time to wake the campers up.... somehow resetted my hp alarm and pushed the time back 10 mins... =P
yeah... so it's daytime... the best thing was tt there was a bball match... like whew... after a long time of not touching the bball alr... fun. though we din win la.. [i think] lol... and oh yeah. the good thing abt staying near the sch: i actually went home to put down my stuff before joining the campers for montage. caught my slp during tt seminar. lol.... everybody did la basically. heex. yep and i skipped tuition.
this morning had a bad bodyache.. somehow i dun feel like gg out. but there's tuition! and hil's not coming! :( sighh. but i have to go la. cuz kinda gt a thrashing from my mum this morning for conveniently ponning the tuition for a seminar which i wasn't even interested. and as a reminder: i really haven studied for a lonnnnggggg time... argh.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, June 09, 2005
10:43
i'm a prisoner help!!!!!!!!! how can i get locked in the house man???!!!!!
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
22:03
been thinking. tired. loving someone can actually be so difficult.
why do i get so affected by it?
if i wad she said was true, did all those events come down to nothing?
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
19:49
i dunno what's come over me today. but i just couldn't even communicate with pple properly... tongue tied... :X kinda like... i wanna say sth... yet i dunno how to express it... and end up lost and restless... and was like so dead today... totally unable to make myself be happy and enthu abt the whole outing.... like... when we took neos, ok lor take la... can't smile properly, like no mood i guess. i think i'm drained mentally... been thinking too much and worrying abt stuff for the past few days. btw i watched madagascar with zibbie wansu and kianlin. funny show. highly recommended. i love the little squirrel~ :D
being in love is highly torturous. it makes one pro sensitive abt a lot of things. u get upset when some lil things go missing... and u wish tt the one u like would be there to jus talk to you and cheer you up. even if it wun help, knowing tt he cares would definitely brighten ur day. but because u like tt person, you dun wanna force attention on yourself. u rather he be unaffected by you. and sometimes u just can't show how much u care for tt person. this whole process jus tires u out; yet u think it doesn't matter. the moral of the story is: dun fall in love unnecessarily, unless u really find tt person special to u. (:
n here's a little sth i wanna say to o5s11mafiamily... i love ya loads... i realli do... and it's really pek cek tt i couldn't some on sunday! ahhh~ i'm realli sorry abt tt! i miss ya~
and here's a pretty outdated song alr... but somehow this songs keeps playing in my mind. i guess the lyrics' jus right for me.
welcome to my life
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like When [nothing feels all right] You don't know what it's like To be like ME
To be HURT To feel LOST To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate ? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
*To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted Never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like, what it's like
repeat*
Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, June 06, 2005
20:19
hahas... like i said... tonite's free night.... no parents at home... a havoc night.
hee so how havoc did i go? here goes...
went to chong pang with some ps pple and walked endlessly in search of cheap stuff for the camp... until 6 plus, settled for cheap chicken rice at the hawker centre. the chicken was pretty good.
then after dinner we went walking around the neighbourhood... and kinda stopped at this provision shop cuz we saw lotsa childhood candies... it's like... imagine 3 ajcians all facinated by the candies tt we haven seen for a long time. it actually feels kinda relaxing... as compared to shopping for pricy stuff in town... fond memories sia... like... things are so cheap and simple. brings us back to years ago when we were kids la... familiar lollipops... chocs, gummies... so bought quite a few things... i bought magic dust!! hahas... haven eaten it for 7 odd years. lol... and i kinda recall sneaking to the mama shop after cca in p4... and bought all those 10ct 50ct sweets... ahhas. and i can actualli buy lots of them down lol!!
hmmm.... then headed home and reached at 8... it really feels damn comfortable la... i dun get pressed for time... calling home and make empty promises to reach b4 7... then argue my way out when i reach at 7 plus plus.... i'm jus relaxed man... happy strolling home.
in addition to tt, i'm blasting music like no one's business!!
so, havoc? not really rite. at least i have a different experience. nvm... i guess i shall havoc online then :P
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
i m back! hahas
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, June 04, 2005
00:21
today i MUGGED!!!!!!! CLAPPPPPPPP!!!!! hahas... ok mug as in. i studied physics? kinda revised temperature stuff... cleared doubts with emx and ouyang... and spent lots of money on food at the amk lib cafe... lol... and today i realised my war game's not gonna be feasible. shall think of sth new. boo.
oh u heartless piggy. XP
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, June 02, 2005
14:09
sighh. looks like in the end they've decided that we still have to go for a holiday. but it's not overseas... it's sentosa... huh... why must they like force a holiday so untimely when: sunday-tuition monday-ps camp IC meeting tuesday-lessons ???? why? sighh and the rough idea is that i have to skip tuition or sth.. and rush back on monday for IC meeting... and stay home alone and go to sch the next day. while the 2 of them continue holidaying at sentosa. lol.
this is like one of the ideas given by my mum. let's see how many more ideas she can come up with... hahas.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
17:26
ook. the only good thing i did today was that i did a bit of house chores. A BIT. hahas. so little that it may be negligible. lol. hmm... anyways billy told me something quite shocking.. hehe... that lucky pair in s11~~~
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
lol. no more overseas trip! relli too many things going on this weekend la... and i'm kinda glad. i dunno why.
okies. another day to slack. but i shall do wonderful and meaningful things today. i dunno like what la... but shall not rot mannn... let's wait for the 2nd update at night. lol... and see how many wonderful things i've done~
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