take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, March 31, 2005
21:41
here is the ----iest intro i ever heard in my whole life.
"i'm chen yu from rgs...
basically i screwed up my prelims and went to yj for the 1st 3 mths
then i screwed my Os again and came to aj
i think most schs are not democratic enough
i think onli rj is the most democratic sch
so i'm hoping that i can make aj a more democratic sch
so please vote for me in council"
--miss AP of class 23/05
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, March 27, 2005
18:48
which idiot would be interested in my old phone?
you idiot... steal oso no use... i put password liaox... u dun get benefits i dun get benefits, what's the point?
arghhhhh...FU man.
all my pics, my contacts all gone. :(
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
sometimes life can get damn sian one...
so sian... that u can't believe how sian it is...
and it's sianer when u know tt u got nth to do now... but can onli wait until a certain day when u have to mug like mad.
now want to mug oso cannot... next time dun feel like mugging oso cannot.
arghhh...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, March 24, 2005
18:59
that's it. the end of my 3 months stint in the wonderful nj.
it's really really really over.
thanks 05s11mafiamily... really thanks thanks thanks for being my bestest best frens...
i will definitely never ever forget you all...
it's really you guys that made the difference in my life...
and i'm glad that i got s11 for my class... the place where all the life and colours reside.
[a bit mushy here and there but i dun care liaos]
thanks to my bunch of confidants...
thanks anitha, sihui, phyl, lingx, yawen, hasan and desmond for making life in nj rock.
thanks kelly for being my gp mate...
and of course to all those unmentioned... you made me want to appeal back to nj too... really... but of course, fate brought me to aj instead.
[nvm... it was my childhood dream anyway]
to be serious i never ever thought of being in njc until the st nicks jc talks...
but really, because of you guys... i din regret appealing my way through njc... even if it doesn't feel good being an appeal student.
i will miss every single person i know in nj... the student's lounge... and the pool table.
i think i might even miss sharon phua.
i'm glad that i took a pic with the terra flag... though the wind should have blown the flag nicely.
*hopefully i wun be forgotten... just like i would never forget ya all.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
20:50
ytd when i got posting results... that f word just came out of my mouth very smoothly.
not that aj is bad or what... just tt it just kills me to know tt i have to leave the mafiamily...
and quit ogl... everything in fact.
appeal lor.
and i can't seem to shake off the life as an appeal student thru my days in nj...
but all of it became very worth it when i was reminded of the mafiamily.
so tdy went aj for orientation...
quite ok lah... maybe the lunch was quite horrible but that's not very important.
my og is very different from mafiamily... there i started missing them.
and things were just totally different. DIFFERENT.
but suddenly i felt a weird sense of relief.
when i looked at my subject combi form, i stared at the P/R/A... section... [a stands for appeal and p stands for posted] i realised how free i felt in aj.
no more " i am an appeal student" stamp everywhere on the admin work...
no more... i must take this this this combi since i appealed...
no more... i have to commit to this this this cca since i appealed.
so relax.
but then again... what about my mafiamily? i can't seem to forget about them.
p/s: i think aj pple damn guai lor... no one pon orientation ones... nj havoc havoc de... all pon and run away from OG and come creash aj... haha... or maybe becoz the clever orientation comm pple predicted tt might happen n kept all our ez links first day of sch?:))
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, March 19, 2005
14:30
so sad... the one week is coming to an end so soon. i'm suddenly worried abt lotsa things.
1-- shooting
wad surprised me most is that i wasn't even informed that monday had this so called mental training... no notices at all... and kim actually asked "y din u go?" apparently joanne was supposed to mass send sms... and i din receive at all. heck... how bad can things get huh? and the range is open from mon, thurs and fri. i onli knew this on thurs, during ogl camp... so it's only left with fri. but on fri i totally dun want to leave the hse... i mean thurs almost drained me of my energy lah... it's slacking, but seriously can't anyone just tell me earlier and i can go train on monday? in fact i went to sch last sat only to realise tt the range is closed. again, i gt the misconception that the range opens every sat cuz i saw it open for 2 sats alr. [wad's the use of the notice board huh.] so good lah, everything just makes it feel like i can't be bothered abt shooting. [ok yes, maybe i'm not extremely bothered abt it, but i definitely dun want to pon everything lahs.]
2--release of posting results
if i din manage to get posted to nj, i would have to appeal. wad's gonna happen to my ogl stuff? do i just forget abt it and go aj or sth? and hil just reminded me that i ponned 2 chem lectures [with tests each]. my conduct would have been destroyed... and it might make it more difficult to appeal. gee... i haven thot abt that... but seriously, is this gg to affect everything? all i ask for now is to make it back to nj safely.
whatever the case... i hope the new term starts well. i must go shooting more often now. i must not pon lectures again. [i hope]
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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, March 18, 2005
22:41
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anyway, tdy i finally gt my whole day alone at home... haven done tt for 3 mths. hehe...
slacked away. online the whole day...
ate cup noodles...
watched tv [haven watched a full hr of tv since jan]
finally back to the days in sec sch hols.
*feels weird not watching primetime morning [i do tt on the bus every morning on 74].
oh and tmr's sat.. shall keep it free and learn physics. myself. [let's see wad happens when we dun have lectures for a whole chapt on kinematics.]
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Thursday, March 17, 2005
23:36
all i can say is tt it's quite a long day. damn tired when i reached home. i just fell asleep on my floor cushion. just like tt.
at first in the morning, we were like making fun of the IP leaders cuz they were totally commanding us like in uniform grps. they tried to, at least... hahax... and always ended up laughing... wanted us to use this reporting system tt we usually use in UGs... but of course, it'd be forgotten along the way. but really, they r nice pple. fun in a way, humorous in another~
i ever thought of sneaking off after the mass dance lesson. i mean, that's the motivation for coming basically :). hahax... but of course wad made me want to run away was the fact we had to try the station games. i know my OG com damn slack alr lahx... after lunch playing jenga in sl... while the station games pple had to set up their stuff. but the point is the thot of playing the games reminds me of our own orientation where we had to run endlessly from place to place to play our games. so tiring tt time lor. but this time i was pretty surprised that the venues were arranged so close tgt. i definitely had more fun tdy than during orientation lah.
stupid clarice... so dry lor... coz she's a station mistress. i was drowned in detergent after the games. din bring anything extra except for the orientaton tee lah... so came out of the toilet totally wet. i still can't believe i managed to come out of e shower without drying myself much all the way till 8pm. the power of evaporation is working fast yea?
had KAP dinner. burnt a hole in my pocket.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
i really wish i could stay for all 2 nights of the class chalet... it's totally fun kaex... so fun to hang out... and the night activities... cool cool cool...
and of course unfortunately, it seems tt some pple have changed... not for the worse though... just tt... it's very different from their initial character.
gee... i wonder if ben's ball has been saved from the coconut tree yet.
*u are a mystery.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, March 14, 2005
22:32
boogeyman sucks!
eee~ i should have spent the 6.5 bucks on food or outings lorx. eee.
but pool was fun... nth much lah... just tt i ended up pok kai liaos.
stare at pple eating ice cream.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Sunday, March 13, 2005
21:30
kinda happy tdy~
went for eye check up... astigmatism decreased significantly! myopia did increase a bit lah... but... still astigmatism is a bigger prob rite?? :P
ya'll gonna see me in the new nerdy specs! hahax...
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
i was so AS tdy. hahas.
dun tell anyone i'm running for council. :P
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, March 11, 2005
23:56
tdy's target card points... 85/100... shall frame tt card up! :D
[p/s: this point may be a little low for them... but it's a feat for me... who cares... hees]
ponned chem lecture again. dunno y, just felt like ponning. and once again... it's a lecture where there's chem test. hahas. so tt means ponning chem test a second time. great huhh.
tdy stoned at a corner practising pistol relationship.
alone for 1 whole hr. almost rotted away.
was so tiring to do that training for 1 hr MYSELF... but no choice... no one else there i know well... a bit AS rite... but now ya know y i'm reluctant to go for trainings... just cldn't bring myself to talk to the shooters. inferior i guess... yeah... i'm an inferior gd.
then finally my fren came... at least gt someone to talk to... and finally got lane to shoot le... 1st 2 rounds sucks like shit... but the 3rd round came in miraculously great! haha... that's the one i was so proud abt... then played with her rifle for a while... at least gt one target enter the black area... hahas! [no wonder i'm a pistol ger~]
came home. told myself to watch tv for tt evening... haven watched for a looonnngggg time... but still ended up sleeping on the floor after dinner all the way till 11pm.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
16:50
i can't believe it...
i actually reached home at 1630~
this is like the earliest for the past 3 months lor.
if it were last yr... it's considered one of the latest. seriously.
dunno lehx... seems that our class can't go out when no OGLs are around... so sad de lah.
i'm actually STILL left with 30 bucks to spend for the rest of the wk. hahs.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Monday, March 07, 2005
20:18
yeah! i've got the ogl letter of appointment!!
and look now.. i'd wanna die if i can't stay in nj.
oh yeah.. and tdy king kong screamed at us... totally scary sia... just becoz we din respond. we suspect she's gt bad mood cuz this yr A lvls chem results quite sucky. hmm.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Saturday, March 05, 2005
22:48
stop pissing off for nth.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Friday, March 04, 2005
20:52
finally registered for JAE...
made 8 choices onli lahx... even put the last 3 NYP courses...
hahax... jl was like so "huh?? why u put poly~"
cannot arh... fun wad... they are my desired courses... if i were to get into poly lah...
of coz, checked 10 times that the 1st choice is nj science and 2nd is aj science...
yayy... it's friday again... came home b4 7 so the evening seemed unusually long...
eveyone's complaining abt the council screwing our lives up during the interview... including me...
kaox... do cheer in e classroom in front of 4 pathetic souls... hu could do that? i will nv forget abt that lorx~
oh yeah, and did i mention tt there's onli one gp lesson next wk?
eeyahhh!!
and... sh*t you lah mr low... i hate u forever.
why must i prepare for the viva voce when u dun even want to appreciate our class's viva presentations?
cut me off during the presentation... and said i din do my stuff correctly... din find wad the question wants... hellox lor... pple still haven finish presenting.
[and i din tell him tt.]
i'm not scared of you, pls....i just dun like the feeling of being under the mercy of you.
heck lah. mr low is e council teacher...
but anyway so wad... i've been playing bridge in student's lounge during this period le... ahaha...
.:. shooting may rawk at times, when ur hands aren't suffering from post nj-pe syndrome.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
