take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Sunday, August 12, 2007
01:18

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hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, May 12, 2007
01:05

genius wen en spurred me into writing out an entry on this dusty blog! heh. wells after being asked why i din update... this is my ans.

____suann : || *             :D ever free. says:
nth to say
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even if got thing to say
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it's too long story le

probably cuz everyday of my life im filled crazy events going on... lol. dunno why. after joining SEX... this island called sentosa has become a second home already. from the initial days of simple innocent guest relations and rovering jobs...

but these days my journey kinda reached a whole new phase after moving on from imbiah to beach stn... met a lot of nice peeps, and ICs that are willing to let me handle the psycho aka sos ticketing... am grateful to all of them and giving a great environment to work in! more brainwork and adventure here know. hohox.

it's not that im inferring that i dun like imbiah though! it was the place where i learnt a lot of survival skills, and picked up things related to admission hosting. lol. (that sounds weird.) anyways who the hell named us admission hosts? we are prolly more like admission clowns at times... and yeah back to topic, imbiah is still a very homely place!

i once kena f-ed by this african woman. god knows where she wanted to go man. she doesnt even know where she's going and she expected ME to know whr she wants to go. then out of prolly mere desperation she just accused me things like "u people here dun even know how to tell us where to go. ur signboards are so vague and this is such a tourist unfriendly place". i just gave her an LOL-lame look and watch her storm off. hahas. isnt this a great job?

jus ytd, when doing SOS ticketing, wah that bloody dispenser jammed like more than 10 times that day. even shuba was so pissed off. then this ____ guy (thou shalt not know his race, cuz it's gonna sound super racist, but anyways his skin is dark and is asian. eh im seriously not a racist,but that's his race lah.)came. it's like almost 8.45pm already i think. he's like already late for the 2nd show and so he rushed to the counter to buy i think 8 freaking tickets. and u know rite our dispenser only dispenses tix one by one... so he was like slamming the counter impatiently saying "hurry up the show starting!" and gave me that pissy look. wtf. it's ur fault for being late and it's not me who is printing the tix like turtle allrights?

speaking abt racists and crude, this job is starting to make me like that at times. damn.

anyways time now is 0122. gives u an idea of how irregular my life is now eh? no time for anything... kinda no life.... yet i cant say i hate my job cuz there's a different kinda life in it... losing touch with ajcians is expected but i promise to meet up whenever i can! (although he 2305 dinner is dangerously at stake now due to my hip hop lessons)

driving- am at my 11th lesson now and have no idea at all m i a slow or fast learner. sometimes i CAN be steady at the wheel but sometimes i might look like a madwoman on the loose. hoho. so to that GIRL who intends to hitch my ride next yr, dun say i didnt warn you hor. make sure u paid for ur insurance policy regularly.

by the way i haven mentioned how amazing pple at sentosa are? they are like super friendly. im serious. even cleaners.i swearrr. (:

anw despite the fact that sentosa pays me peanuts, i went shopping with hil just now! HEH. found a nice top, but still cant find a nice dress!! boo! found a pair of pink shades too. lol. and of cuz a better liquid eyeliner... aka red earth. heh. drading the fasio one already, it flakes up at the end of the day and irritates my eyes.

gonna go m'sia again soon i think. gonna shop like a merlion then. super no shopping life these days.

oops did i type merlion? super no link i think. but i cant help it when i get asked a thousand times "where's the mer-lee-on?" a day at work.

by the way did i mention after working one mth at sentosa express, i feel like im working at SMRT? i dunno why. ;)

damn i need money to shop!

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
22:49

this is my dream camera!
it's cheap, pink, compact, sony, cute and has pretty cool features! :D

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Thursday, March 15, 2007
22:54

remember this list?

things to do after As!

(1)go grab a book at kino (a nerdy start :P) SUDOKU BOOK!
(2)hair- cut, dye, highlight
(3)facial
(4)gamble (if i manage to enter the casino in genting)
(5)eat at riverside foodstall @the kopitiam at ps
(6)SHOPduh.
(7)scout for prom wear.
(8)more crunches and leg lifts.
(9)movie marathons
(10)kbox marathons
(11)learn to cook more filling meals
(12)bring the 2 yrs worth of aj lecture notes to the recycle bins downstairs.
(13)make konnyaku jelly
(14)SHOP more
(15)feast on more sour cream macadamia nuts (:
(16)wake up at 12nn
(17)wake up at 5am to watch tv before slping again.
(18)cut 3 kg
(19)southpark! (limited to less than 10 or i'd run out of parks by next yr)
(20)er. make it 15.
(21)visit vivocity!
(22)sentosa! (island life... love it!) WELL M WORKING THERE NOW BASICALLY.
(23)drink papaya milk
(24)go waxing SELF SERVICE!
(25)work for my acer laptop.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Saturday, March 10, 2007
23:39

im a blog PS-er!
hahas.
i wonder if you guys seen my new pics in the blog. hohoho.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Tuesday, February 20, 2007
23:32

dear world,

guess it's been sometime since i chup this blog. prolly it's cuz of the kind of life i've been leading the past 2 mths... wake up, bathe, work, come home at 10, eat dipper, sleep. to add some life my hangout would be youtube. i've nth to blog abt days at JR... it's usually the same other than some unhappy politics around. strategies on when to quit... when to be nice... when to say what.... when to appear where.... i mean can u imagine... wanting to quit is also not easy.

why?

because firstly i wanted very much to quit, call it dignity or being sick of the job. i thought we shared the same goals, wanna quit tgt. but when the time came, you come tellin me it's safer to stay on that job since it's not easy to find a better job. and it seemed to me we were supposed to support each other... why did ur stand sway when u see benefits? i know i may gain a lil achievements if i stay on... but really we swore our passions tgt... swore to be stand with each other.

but the past times we were working i kinda felt betrayed. u told me u'd forever be true to your words to me and stand by me. but even thru simple things like communication i only saw you sucking up to the one you felt you could reap benefits from, completely thinking nothing of your close friends.. how two sided is that?

maybe it's just my prob of misunderstanding, but what happens if ur other close fren said the same thing about you?

oh wells. i guess this is when uncertainties happen. more stress. more unhappiness. but i hope once i successfully break free of this cycle, we would be true to each other again.

back to topic, after having no life for 2 mths, i''ll be having a 4 day break. woots. lemme just be a homemaker for a while.

p/s im announcing my craze for sudoku. i know im retardedly slow, but who cares? (:

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Wednesday, January 10, 2007
23:15

(attitude. cant believe i din even blog on new yr.)

working life is starting to get politically dirty.

wells think i kinda saw it coming... much of this war between the management and the ordinary staff. prolly i think it's a lil cool, but at the same time it's not cool at all cuz many get hurt. manager that throws her weight around and boss that runs the stuff like an army. to think i was still asked to stay till chinese new yr. then whenever they want they just give me more off days cuz those days they are overstaffed.

oh mans. work is turning from interesting to dirty since ______ came back. well well. no choice. still gotta put up with all those shit coming from the ex-colonel.

wth.

not gonna miss any management pple except dearest grandfatherly uncle donald! wells he aint at work today, sad leh. first time go food court to eat. he pampered us a lil too much i guess!

anyways the shop has always been playing that same cd. greatest love of all. that music compilation cd with a clover on its album cover.i used to always wait for westlife's swear it again to play. but along the way, kinda discovered this song. and i kinda started liking it a lot. prolly cuz i have vividly heard it before. oddly familiar ba. the tune is catchy i guess. but anyways i love this song now so decided to download it. found the lyrics for it... and i realised prolly the dearest God above made me discover this song on purpose.

There you'll be-Faith Hill

When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life

When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

[Chorus:]
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be

Well you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember
All the strength you gave to me

Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

[Repeat chorus]

Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

[Repeat chorus]

cant describe how i felt so much for these words. hmmm. dun ask me why. prolly just thankful for everything. learnt so much, so much, so much. a lil worn out by sucha stuff in fact.

tmr we'd be kboxing after work! woohoo. got ming ge ge there so finally can sing a duet properly liao lol. hope we dun end up drinking too much.

p/s yeah yeah i know it's the pearl harbour song.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

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